I fucking hate you.
I basically just got told I'm so fucking full of myself and that I need to stop, because I sound like an narcissistic cunt. Apparently I also dress the way I do is because I want attention. Which OBVIOUSLY means I don't get enough attention from my parents. WELL HMMM. The only attention I ever get from my dad anymore is fucking negative, and screaming at me for the dumbest shit. I'm so fucking over my dad screaming at me for every single fucking thing that I do. I got yelled at for like.. 3 completely different things in the span of 1 hour.
I just wanna go, take a bath, have a good cry about this because of how frustrated I am, and go to fucking sleep.
Shoot Photossss
Sneak peek of pictures from the shoot!! Two of Tiffany ! I'll probably post more of them off Abby sends me more through text!! 
Well today was extremely successful :)
The shoot was SO fun, and really great!! I would definitely like to do more things like that, because they're just really fun!! But yeah, that was great, and just hanging out with Abby and Tiffany was really great. After we were done, we just went to McDonalds, and Abby bought us food, and Michael walked to McDonalds since it was walking distance from his house. It was a nice little spur of the moment thing that just made me really happy :3 I decorated everyone with stickers on their faces, and we all looked fabbb.
We took Michael home, and then took Tiffany home, then I got dropped off. TODAY was so successful
:)
The shoot was SO fun, and really great!! I would definitely like to do more things like that, because they're just really fun!! But yeah, that was great, and just hanging out with Abby and Tiffany was really great. After we were done, we just went to McDonalds, and Abby bought us food, and Michael walked to McDonalds since it was walking distance from his house. It was a nice little spur of the moment thing that just made me really happy :3 I decorated everyone with stickers on their faces, and we all looked fabbb.
We took Michael home, and then took Tiffany home, then I got dropped off. TODAY was so successful
:)
Here, have an extremely gross picture of me. I think somehow I still look "pretty" in this. Obviously because my eyebrows, and my eye makeup is still pretty well put together. I love doing nasty "zombie" makeup. It was kind of practice for a potential Halloween makeup idea that I have. I'm obviously not going to be a zombie, since EVERYONE and their mom does that for Halloween. But I think Tiffany and I have, officially unofficially stated that we're gunna be Blood Feast Club Kids. So.. I thought I would just practice making myself look gross. I'll be the "zombie" of the two of us, and Tiffany is going to be the one of us with the bleeding head, almost like I ate her head. :3 But yeah, I think this turned out okay for such an on the spot idea. I sparked inspiration from a Michelle Phan video, but I didn't go purely off of that. And for toilet paper prosthetics, I thought it looked pretty dapper. (Lol dapper zombie makeup. Would that be an oxymoron or a paradox? idk wtvr lawl).
Pictures from this weekend~~*~**~ I can't explain half of these lololol
Tiffany's butt. mmmm~~
My hawt bod, Sean smiling, Michael's hands, and Tiffany's arms flailing around trying to photobomb. Lollll
Looking hungover aselllll LOL We were all just exhausted because we got like 3 hours of sleep. This was on the way to Bojangles.
My boy ♥ And me looking a mess aha I just love this picture hehe
GOT HEMORRHOIDS?!
" Bub, I need my bag..." - Me
"She likes to lay on new things..." - Tifany and Sean
"She likes to lay on new things..." - Tifany and Sean
"Fuq u itz mine" -Tiffany
Took like 12 pictures like this aha
Tiffany's sezzy face while she eats lawl
And my interesting weekend didn't end when I left Tiffany's house. No sir'ee
When I got home, I found this bottle of wine, and it was empty. I then proceeded to walk around the house with it yelling "woooooooooooooo" like the white girls do in the clubs. WHITE GIRL WASTED~~**~ WOOOO
I KNOW IT'S RUDE TO TAKE PICTURES OF PEOPLE IN PUBLIC, BUT. This mexicano couple couldn't fucking stay off of each other in Party City. They were literally like.. MAKING OUT in the middle of Party City... THERE ARE CHILDREN IN HERE. I told them to get a room lawl
This car trunk had an arm coming out of it? They also have a Romney Ryan sticker on their car. I probably hate them lol
Another picture I took of some random person in Party City because she was ROCKIN DAT PURPLE WIG. GET IT GURLLL
Overall, the weekend was really great. From start to end. Some rough patches in the middle, but hopefully things change and it ends up fixing itself. I'm talking in circles here.
I hate what's going on with my best friendddd. I know you're reading this, so I'll just blatantly say this. WHY IS HE BEING SUCH A PENIS?!?! I've legit wanted to be like UM HELLO STOP BEING A DOUCHE, AND GO BE WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND. It was even pissing me off, mostly because I know how Tiffany is about what's going on, and I know that it makes her really upset, but it's really fucked up that nothing's changing about it.
GUYS ARE POOPY, AND THEY'LL ALWAYS BE POOPY.
Ever wanna scream in someone's face for the sake of someone else? But it's really none of your business so you pretty much stay clear of it, so you're not all up in their business. yeahhhhh. It sucks, but it's been tempting to just be like UMMMMM HELLO!!?!?!??!???!??!?!?!?!?
Boys' brains are made of mush.
I love you Tiffany. ♥
I hate what's going on with my best friendddd. I know you're reading this, so I'll just blatantly say this. WHY IS HE BEING SUCH A PENIS?!?! I've legit wanted to be like UM HELLO STOP BEING A DOUCHE, AND GO BE WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND. It was even pissing me off, mostly because I know how Tiffany is about what's going on, and I know that it makes her really upset, but it's really fucked up that nothing's changing about it.
GUYS ARE POOPY, AND THEY'LL ALWAYS BE POOPY.
Ever wanna scream in someone's face for the sake of someone else? But it's really none of your business so you pretty much stay clear of it, so you're not all up in their business. yeahhhhh. It sucks, but it's been tempting to just be like UMMMMM HELLO!!?!?!??!???!??!?!?!?!?
Boys' brains are made of mush.
I love you Tiffany. ♥
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF--
SO yeah. things of course never work out. Abby's had strep the past few days, so she won't be able to do the shoot tomorrow.... crapppppp. That sucks. I've gotta figure out way to get Tiffany here now.... BLAH. This really sucks.
And after I got my clothes all packed and ready D:
Poop.
And after I got my clothes all packed and ready D:
Poop.
Always making lists. I love making lists lol
Tomorrow is the beginning of an amazing weekend :)
And it starts after school when I go with Abby to pick up Tiffany, and when we go to her house for the shoot! I hate saying "photoshoot" because I feel like it makes me sound like a narcissistic bitch? idk. WTVR.
I'm just gunna put a list here of stuff to bring so I don't forget anything
TIFFANY SHOULD USE PARTS OF THIS LIST SO SHE KNOWS WHAT TO BRING TOO.
And it starts after school when I go with Abby to pick up Tiffany, and when we go to her house for the shoot! I hate saying "photoshoot" because I feel like it makes me sound like a narcissistic bitch? idk. WTVR.
I'm just gunna put a list here of stuff to bring so I don't forget anything
TIFFANY SHOULD USE PARTS OF THIS LIST SO SHE KNOWS WHAT TO BRING TOO.
- Litas :3
- Platforms
- All black opaque tights
- Sheer tights
- Stripe leggings
- Zipper Leggings
- Chunky Socks
- Thigh High Socks
- Yin Yang Denim Vest
- Denim Jacket
- Docs?
- Denim Shorts
- Gold necklaces
- BOOB TOOB
- Lacey Thigh Highs
I'll probably think of more later. Right now I'm trying to figure out how I'm supposed to bring all that with me to school.. I'll figure it out.
Bitter Sweet.
So I wore my Litas to school today, and the only way I can explain it, is bitter sweet. I loved wearing them, and I thought the outfit was really great, but my feet hurt like a biiiiiitchhhhh... So that sucks. And I might have blisters on my toes... Which is fucking lovely. But yeah, I'm so happy with the shoes. Gah, I couldn't stop looking at them today. Some ratchet girls were walking behind me, and they were like
DEM IZ CUTE. DEM LOOK LYKE A WEAPON
Like.. Seriously? haha
I think the pain in my feet is just from wearing heels. Maybe as I wear them more, it'll start to feel a little better.
DEM IZ CUTE. DEM LOOK LYKE A WEAPON
Like.. Seriously? haha
I think the pain in my feet is just from wearing heels. Maybe as I wear them more, it'll start to feel a little better.
You're such a pest.
Finally getting out of the house for the weekend. Doing the photoshoot with Tiffany and Abby, and then Tiffany's coming over to spend the night. Then we're going to Tiffany's house on Saturday, and I'll be spending the night there. And it should work out to be a good weekend after all.
Where is my mind?!
It's 3rd block and I'm ready for the day to be over... I'm craving sushi... I have no one to go off campus with, and I don't even have my damn pass because I left it in that basic bitch's car.... SO.. Ugh. I'm suddenly really annoyed.We're literally doing nothing in this class right now. We're starting on the animation part of this class. But this class is really disappointing because I thought it was just a graphics class... But apparently not...
I'm suddenly in the mood to listen to La Dispute. *Pandora Radio*
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Gah, the next three days need to fly by. I just want my shoes so baddddddd. I've thought about it literally AWL DAY. It's agonizing. But it's still not trackable. For Karmaloop, it says to give it like 48 hours 'til you track it. Which sucks. I'm also really anxious for my computer wire to get here too.. It's been almost a month and it still hasn't gotten here.... POOP.
LOL ONE OF THE SONGS FROM FIGHT CLUB JUST CAME UP ON PANDORA. LOL YES.
I miss that movie hahaha once I get my computer working again, I'm gunna watch it like 10 times. hahaha
*sings*
WHERE IS MY MIND?!
WHERE IS MY MIND
WHEEEEERE IS MY MIND!??!!
I can't explain how relevant ^ that ^ is to me right now.
- 200: My crushs name is: My boyfriend Michael obv. jk it's Tiffany lol duh
- 199: I was born in: Hoboken, New Jersey at St. Mary's Hospital I'm pretty sure
- 198: I am really: fucking bored and tired lol
- 197: My cellphone company is: Sprint?
- 196: My eye color is: Brown
- 195: My shoe size is: 6.5 BABY FEET.
- 194: My ring size is: No clue
- 193: My height is: 5'5" I believe
- 192: I am allergic to: BASIC BITCHES
- 191: My 1st car was: Nonexistent lol
- 190: My 1st job was: SOME BULLSHIT PACKAGING WAREHOUSE LOL
- 189: Last book you read: um
- 188: My bed is: A futon, and a fort lol
- 187: My pet: Mimi, Joey, Sookie, and Lucifer. They're all demons lol
- 186: My best friend: Tiffany ~**~
- 185: My favorite shampoo is: Right now, my Riveting Reds shampoo!!
- 184: Xbox or ps3: Umm.. I've played both, but I don't have a favorite relaly.
- 183: Piggy banks are: Useful sometimes I guess.
- 182: In my pockets: Lol don't have pockets. #TeamTights
- 181: On my calendar: Um.. Well. I'm looking forward to Halloween. yes.
- 180: Marriage is: idk lol
- 179: Spongebob can: get the D. lol. jk.
- 178: My mom: is gr8
- 177: The last three songs I bought were? Buying music? lol
- 176: Last YouTube video watched: NO IDEA TBH
- 175: How many cousins do you have? TOO MANY I HAVE NO IDEA
- 174: Do you have any siblings? 3 ~ Two sisters and a brother
- 173: Are your parents divorced? Nah
- 172: Are you taller than your mom? Yeppp~
- 171: Do you play an instrument? LOL What is musical talent?
- 170: What did you do yesterday? Um. School, home, homework, bed. Basically.
- [ I Believe In ]
- 169: Love at first sight Um? Idk..:
- 168: Luck: Yeah!
- 167: Fate: UM? No. I believe in coincidence
- 166: Yourself: Si!
- 165: Aliens: YES
- 164: Heaven: Nawt
- 163: Hell: nah.
- 162: God: lol
- 161: Horoscopes: IDK. It's interesting to read, but idk how much I "believe in it"
- 160: Soul mates: I guess?
- 159: Ghosts: DUH
- 158: Gay Marriage: Equal RIghts? Yes.
- 157: War: It depends.
- 156: Orbs: Sure
- 155: Magic: Hmm.
- [ This or That ]
- 154: Hugs or Kisses: Ugh. How do I choose? Well. I like kissing. So.
- 153: Drunk or High: LOL DRUGGIN, UNDER DA INFLUENCE LOL
- 152: Phone or Online: ONLINE HAHA
- 151: Red heads or Black haired: WELL I'M A RED HEAD ~*~~** #TEAMREDHEAD
- 150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes I guess?
- 149: Hot or cold: Cold~
- 148: Summer or winter: Winterrrrr
- 147: Autumn or Spring: ... These are my two fav seasons. I can't pick lol
- 146: Chocolate or vanilla: CHAWKLATE
- 145: Night or Day: nightttt
- 144: Oranges or Apples:
- 143: Curly or Straight hair:
- 142: McDonalds or Burger King: MICKY DEEZ
- 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: MILK CHAWKLATE
- 140: Mac or PC: I have a PC but having a mac would be nice?
- 139: Flip flops or high heals: Umm. I hate flip flops, and I'm waiting for my heels in the mail sooo. HEELS
- 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: ....... I SHAN'T ANSWER LOL
- 137: Coke or Pepsi: coke. loldruggin
- 136: Hillary or Obama: idc? lol
- 135: Burried or cremated: Cremated I think
- 134: Singing or Dancing: BOTH. AT THE SAME TIME. LOL
- 133: Coach or Chanel: I AINT NO BASIC BITCH GET OUT
- 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: I probably hate them both lollll
- 131: Small town or Big city: BIG CITY
- 130: Wal-Mart or Target: Targetttttt
- 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Neitherrr.
- 128: Manicure or Pedicure: I'd rather do my own nails lol
- 127: East Coast or West Coast: It dependssss
- 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Birthday because I won't be a baby anymore~~
- 125: Chocolate or Flowers: CHAWKLATE LOLLLL
- 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disneyyyy
- 123: Yankees or Red Sox:YANKEES
- [ Here's What I Think About ]
- 122: War: wtvr.
- 121: George Bush: faggot lul
- 120: Gay Marriage: EQUAL RIGHTS, YOU MEAN!??!!
- 119: The presidential election: SHUT UP ALREADY JESUS I'M SO SICK OF HEARING ABOUT IT. JFC
- 118: Abortion: Pro-Choice
- 117: MySpace: MISS IT. THE OLD MYSPACE UGH
- 116: Reality TV: Basiclol
- 115: Parents: MINE? ugh.
- 114: Back stabbers: FUCK YOU
- 113: Ebay: LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
- 112: Facebook: WUT
- 111: Work: NEED WORK
- 110: My Neighbors: FUCKING HOODRATS
- 109: Gas Prices: Don't drive. Don't care. Lol for now.
- 108: Designer Clothes: like I said... I AIN'T NO BASIC BITCH
- 107: College: "I LOVE COLLEGE" - High Schoolers
- 106: Sports: mer.
- 105: My family: MER.
- 104: The future: SHUT UP.
- [ Last time I ]
- 103: Hugged someone: Right before Michael left.
- 102: Last time you ate: umm... Right now lol
- 101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: idk.
- 100: Cried in front of someone: idk. I don't really cry in front of people?
- 99: Went to a movie theater: SO LONG AGO.
- 98: Took a vacation: No idea lol
- 97: Swam in a pool: SWAM IN A POOT WHAT THE FUCK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ( AND THEN I REALIZED IT SAID POOL LOL)
- 96: Changed a diaper: NEVER LOL
- 95: Got my nails done: Never lol
- 94: Went to a wedding: NEVER LOL
- 93: Broke a bone: NEVER LOL
- 92: Got a peircing: Last year in August
- 91: Broke the law: AWL DAY ERR DAY
- 90: Texted: An hour or so ago
- [ MISC ]
- 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Tiffany, Sean, and Michael~
- 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My bed lol
- 87: The last movie I saw: idr
- 86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Halloween with Tiffany Sean and Michael!!
- 85: The thing im not looking forward to: School on Monday.
- 84: People call me: PERFECT obviously.
- 83: The most difficult thing to do is: care lol
- 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never?
- 81: My zodiac sign is: Gemini
- 80: The first person i talked to today was: Michael of course :3
- 79: First time you had a crush: idr?
- 78: The one person who i can't hide things from: My dad and Tiffany hahaha
- 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Tiffany, ALL THE TIME.
- 76: Right now I am talking to: Tiffany... ALL THE TIME
- 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: idk, GET MY NIPPLES PIERCED wut
- 74: I have/will get a job: probably never lol
- 73: Tomorrow: will be boring
- 72: Today: WAS PERFFECTION
- 71: Next Summer: idk lol
- 70: Next Weekend: WILL HOPEFULLY BE GREAT.
- 69: I have these pets: that annoy the shit outta me.
- 68: The worst sound in the world: Someone smacking their gum....
- 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: um. my dad?
- 66: People that make you happy: Tiffany, and Michael <3
- 65: Last time I cried: idk, but I do know dad made me cry so
- 64: My friends are: not basic lol
- 63: My computer is: A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT LOL
- 62: My School: is full of idiots
- 61: My Car: doesn't exist lol
- 60: I lose all respect for people who: Are closed minded?
- 59: The movie I cried at was: NO MOVIES/!?!
- 58: Your hair color is: Redd~~*
- 57: TV shows you watch: Face Off, Breaking Bad, The Walking Dead
- 56: Favorite web site: Tumblr, Blogger, Twitter
- 55: Your dream vacation: Tokyo Japan
- 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: That morning I woke up with cramps.
- 53: How do you like your steak cooked: I JUST WANT IT TO TASTE GOOD OKAY
- 52: My room is: a mess as usual lol
- 51: My favorite celebrity is: um?
- 50: Where would you like to be: With my boyfriend.
- 49: Do you want children: idk.
- 48: Ever been in love: Merr, not really.
- 47: Who's your best friend: Tiffany of course
- 46: More guy friends or girl friends: As of right now? Um, guys I guess?
- 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Being around people I care about.
- 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Wish I could be hanging out with Tiffany, Sean and Michael!!
- 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no?
- 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: Kind of.
- 41: Have you pre-named your children: IDK IF I WANT CHILDREN
- 40: Last person I got mad at: Conner lol u basic
- 39: I would like to move to: New York!
- 38: I wish I was a professional: designer? idk.
- [ My Favorites ]
- 37: Candy: CHAWK;LATE
- 36: Vehicle: Jeeps :3
- 35: President:lol
- 34: State visited: New York
- 33: Cellphone provider: idk
- 32: Athlete: Derek Jeter coz he's hawt
- 31: Actor:idk
- 30: Actress:idk
- 29: Singer:idk
- 28: Band: La dispute
- 27: Clothing store: ebay?
- 26: Grocery store: lol um
- 25: TV show: idk
- 24: Movie: Fight Club, and Party Monster
- 23: Website: idk anymore lol But probably ebay lol
- 22: Animal: unicorns lol
- 21: Theme park: Disney world?
- 20: Holiday: My birthday?
- 19: Sport to watch: Baseball
- 18: Sport to play: lol @ playing sports
- 17: Magazine:idklol
- 16: Book: 50 SHADES OF GAY OBV
- 15: Day of the week: Saturdays
- 14: Beach: idkkkk ugh
- 13: Concert attended: la dispute
- 12: Thing to cook: I hate cooking
- 11: Food: chawklate
- 10: Restaurant:IDKK UGH
- 9: Radio station: Fuck the radio dawg
- 8: Yankee candle scent:IDK.
- 7: Perfume:IDK. ugh stahp
- 6: Flower: I love pink roses.
- 5: Color: Pinkkk.
- 4: Talk show host: Elen Degenerous (IS THAT HOW YOU SPELL HER NAME IDK UGH)
- 3: Comedian: MYSELF LOL okay
- 2: Dog breed: cats lol
- 1: did you answer all these honesty? duh
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